Things to Get Used To

Do you ever feel so lonely to feel like you don't have any friends??

Idk if it's just me, who get in their feelings when "Daddy" doesn't text back..

I get in my feelings when all my friends don't text me back..

I've always felt that I'm annoying ppl so I tend to stay to myself

I worry that they talk about me behind my back, which  know that are

but then you snap to reality and listen to what they say when you're not around

You go to work the next day and they say

"Hey Shateria, we really missed you. We always talk about how funny and pretty you are!"

And little things like that really do brighten up your day.

Just Something To Think About

Why can't we fall in love like people used to in the medieval ages. People could see each other once and lust, love, and die for that person. Now-a-days men and women have affairs because they get bored with their current spouse. The spark they once had is now gone and will never return. But somehow in modern days people find ways to find lost love.
   In Middle Ages when kings and the queens had ladies-in-waiting. The ladies-in-waiting were supposed to be loyal to their queen. But when the king wanted something from the ladies-in-waiting that their queens couldn't give them. A son. Although it was the King's fault because he was the one who determined the sex of the baby. But while true love waits, lust is always in a hurry. If we focused on the appearance of someone's heart, we wouldn't be able to love their souls as well.

Words

Hey you guys!! I'll be giving an update probably next week!! But here's a poem to bless your day!!


Words by whom??
The homeless
The irrelevant
The lonely
Words spoken by the ones who we did not know existed
Words spoken of children whom we don't pay attention
Big hearts, small words, little thoughts, grand gestures
We do what we please with these words
Hurt, love, believe, see, ignore
Leave the lonely
Die cold of not hearing the words of a lover
She is alone and he is dead
Whisper to the ears of the dead
Shout to the minds of the living
What words aren't enough to be used

Medieval Is Better

    Why can't we fall in love like people used to in the medieval ages. People could see each other once and lust, love, and die for that person. Now-a-days men and women have affairs because they get bored with their current spouse. The spark they once had is now gone and will never return. But somehow in modern days people find ways to find lost love.
   In Middle Ages when kings and the queens had ladies-in-waiting. The ladies-in-waiting were supposed to be loyal to their queen. But when the king wanted something from the ladies-in-waiting that their queens couldn't give them. A son. Although it was the King's fault because he was the one who determined the sex of the baby. But while true love waits, lust is always in a hurry. If we focused on the appearance of someone's heart, we wouldn't be able to love their souls as well.

Update babes

Please excuse my absence!! But here's an update on my crooked life!!
1. I'm a senior!!!
2. I'm actually starting to love my body as it is!!
3. I smoke just a little bit too much
4. I don't really know why I have a crush on like 3 ppl at a time
5. I love my small circle of friends
6. I'm not famous yet👎👎
7. I'm not as depressed as I used to be..
8. I'm very happy!!🙋🏾🙋🏾 (most of the time anyways)
9. I'm a month clean
10. I got a new IPhone 6 and I loveee it so much
11. 2K15 Hoco was the best
12. And I weigh 177 Ibs

No Ouija Boards in my House

   This was pretty fascinating to me, but not for my grandmother. She's so superstitious about paranormal stuff and believes that there's cards are voodoo that the people do in New Orleans..
   And sometimes you just have to say, "Ok!! Does this stuff actually lead to hauntings or some shit??"
   I'm just saying!! At least I didn't use a Ouija Board

I know its very short, but I though this was cool.

Graceland

  Grace is big, blonde, and beautiful:) She helps me express myself in ways that no one else can.. She is the most amazing person like ever.. Grace is awesome and the coolest girl I've ever met. She is so hilarious, witty, fabulously fashionable, and so down to earth.. She doesn't only care for her feelings but for others to.. Grace is so easy to talk to.
  You can talk to her about anything.. Well, everything.. Like food, boys, clothes, emotions, traveling to unheard of places.. Grace is the prime example of a good genuine friend.

  Grace is Grace