Where Is He??

Im so in love with the guy and I have no idea what to say or do. Maybe when I get famous he'll love me back the way I love him. He's different in so many damn ways. He's kinda perfect!!:) He has everything that I look for in a guy I need him in my life, but im the one who hasn't tried to connect with him. Its been 8 months. My best friend doesn't even know about this. I want him to hold me and be my hero. But for some reason people don't fall in love like they use to. I love this man.