Little Convos

"Hayy"
"Hey"

"Hey, honey!"
"It seems like I haven't seen you in a while"

"You did so good, I'm proud of you"
"Not good enough"

"You glowin, right there in my front seat.. LIKE THAT"
"Thanks Mrs. Hotspot"

"Do you want a shot??"
"Nah, I'm good. I have to be up at 5:15"
"I'M GETTING TO A SHOT, MEAN ASS"

"Bring it!!"
"DANCE BATTLE BITCHH!!"

"SOOWOOHH"
"SOOOOWOOOOHHH"

*Throws phone on ground*
"Why do you keep doing that"

"Girl, look"
"Your first time with him.. Ooouuu"

"Yea, he just dances to his own music when no one else will"
"Oh, Lord.. But, girl it does look like he catches the Holy Ghost"

 There is no excuses for small talk. Take the time to listen to your friends and family. They may drop some knowledge you don't know about.
 "

Summer of 2017

     The summer of 2017 was been somewhat amazing for me.. Lately things have been terrible but I've found peace through God and my beautiful friends. The relationships I've made this past year will probably ( no definitely) last for a life time. I've learned not be so angry with the world and the people in it. I've somewhat learned to cope with situations out of my reach. My life may not be perfect but its damn well livable.
     I could say some things about world need to be changed such as people being ugly to each other.. Yeah, we all want "WORLD PEACE" but things like that don't just happen out of nowhere.. Believe me people the world won't heal until we do. I may not have made some valid points, so I'll just list some shits.


1. Get rid of all "minorities"
2. Cheaper gas bitch
3. More gardens
4. Less hatred towards people who are different (including yourself)
5. Love yourself and the ones around you
6. Journal


OK, I'm DONE BYEE

My New Years Resolutions

This is my first post of 2017. I hope this year will be filled with joy and happiness.

This year I only have a few New Years Resolutions.

Not really, resolutions but goals for the year of 2017.

1. Save money for my breast reduction.
2. Take better care of my hair.
3. Get mani pedis once a month.
4. Get better at doing my makeup
5. I don't have any eyelashes. Make them grow longer.
6. Get braces.
7. Play Archie more often.
8. Start at Northshore Tech
9. Get better at playing piano.
10. Be in a better state of mind.
11. Fall in love.    
12. Save money for a car and acting classes. 
13. Love myself for the way I am.

 

Things to Get Used To

Do you ever feel so lonely to feel like you don't have any friends??

Idk if it's just me, who get in their feelings when "Daddy" doesn't text back..

I get in my feelings when all my friends don't text me back..

I've always felt that I'm annoying ppl so I tend to stay to myself

I worry that they talk about me behind my back, which  know that are

but then you snap to reality and listen to what they say when you're not around

You go to work the next day and they say

"Hey Shateria, we really missed you. We always talk about how funny and pretty you are!"

And little things like that really do brighten up your day.

Just Something To Think About

Why can't we fall in love like people used to in the medieval ages. People could see each other once and lust, love, and die for that person. Now-a-days men and women have affairs because they get bored with their current spouse. The spark they once had is now gone and will never return. But somehow in modern days people find ways to find lost love.
   In Middle Ages when kings and the queens had ladies-in-waiting. The ladies-in-waiting were supposed to be loyal to their queen. But when the king wanted something from the ladies-in-waiting that their queens couldn't give them. A son. Although it was the King's fault because he was the one who determined the sex of the baby. But while true love waits, lust is always in a hurry. If we focused on the appearance of someone's heart, we wouldn't be able to love their souls as well.

Words

Hey you guys!! I'll be giving an update probably next week!! But here's a poem to bless your day!!


Words by whom??
The homeless
The irrelevant
The lonely
Words spoken by the ones who we did not know existed
Words spoken of children whom we don't pay attention
Big hearts, small words, little thoughts, grand gestures
We do what we please with these words
Hurt, love, believe, see, ignore
Leave the lonely
Die cold of not hearing the words of a lover
She is alone and he is dead
Whisper to the ears of the dead
Shout to the minds of the living
What words aren't enough to be used

Medieval Is Better

    Why can't we fall in love like people used to in the medieval ages. People could see each other once and lust, love, and die for that person. Now-a-days men and women have affairs because they get bored with their current spouse. The spark they once had is now gone and will never return. But somehow in modern days people find ways to find lost love.
   In Middle Ages when kings and the queens had ladies-in-waiting. The ladies-in-waiting were supposed to be loyal to their queen. But when the king wanted something from the ladies-in-waiting that their queens couldn't give them. A son. Although it was the King's fault because he was the one who determined the sex of the baby. But while true love waits, lust is always in a hurry. If we focused on the appearance of someone's heart, we wouldn't be able to love their souls as well.

Update babes

Please excuse my absence!! But here's an update on my crooked life!!
1. I'm a senior!!!
2. I'm actually starting to love my body as it is!!
3. I smoke just a little bit too much
4. I don't really know why I have a crush on like 3 ppl at a time
5. I love my small circle of friends
6. I'm not famous yet👎👎
7. I'm not as depressed as I used to be..
8. I'm very happy!!🙋🏾🙋🏾 (most of the time anyways)
9. I'm a month clean
10. I got a new IPhone 6 and I loveee it so much
11. 2K15 Hoco was the best
12. And I weigh 177 Ibs

No Ouija Boards in my House

   This was pretty fascinating to me, but not for my grandmother. She's so superstitious about paranormal stuff and believes that there's cards are voodoo that the people do in New Orleans..
   And sometimes you just have to say, "Ok!! Does this stuff actually lead to hauntings or some shit??"
   I'm just saying!! At least I didn't use a Ouija Board

I know its very short, but I though this was cool.

Graceland

  Grace is big, blonde, and beautiful:) She helps me express myself in ways that no one else can.. She is the most amazing person like ever.. Grace is awesome and the coolest girl I've ever met. She is so hilarious, witty, fabulously fashionable, and so down to earth.. She doesn't only care for her feelings but for others to.. Grace is so easy to talk to.
  You can talk to her about anything.. Well, everything.. Like food, boys, clothes, emotions, traveling to unheard of places.. Grace is the prime example of a good genuine friend.

  Grace is Grace

   

What Time Is It??

Summer Is Here

Thanks God for 2 months out of school.. No more tests, exams study guides.. No more cramming until 3 o'clock in the morning trying to finish essays.  No more BS from teachers and shitty kids..

It is time to free your mind and be free, go tubing, get chocolate wasted and just be what ever tf you want..

We did our time and now we out. 10 months in and 2 months out.. Then we go right back.. Man who made these rules.. Ahh.. I think the president should make it to where we only can go to school for every other week.. And the first lady needs to come to CHS and see what they feeding us..  Like wth.

But any who, summer-yaaaahhhh
School-Bye Felicia

Just Saying

Why is it that people are so lucky to have both a mom and dad?? What is the problem with men not wanting anything to do with their children?? I mean, its not that hard to say hello to your offspring every once and a while.. Now all men (and women) are worried about is child support.. Its just money.. Some kids want more than money though.. Like, to hear their parent to say "I love you", " We should spend some time together", "Let's go fishing", " Let me stop being a dead beat dad and take care of you, like a real man should!! " Own up to your bullshit daddy..
     I seriously think it's YOUR fault that I always get so close to guys I don't even know, because I feel that they're love can overcome yours. Its a shame that I have to live without a father, who's not there to give guys a pep-talk about hurting me.. I'm literally done with you.. I'll forgive you, but I won't forget what you HAVEN'T done for me.. Toodles

Happy Birthday Weed Plants

Today is the day when all potheads join together and be free.. Today is the day when you can skip school or work just to get high!!:):) Happiness is healthy because weed makes you healthy.. I don't really know some dumbass told me that.. Tf.. Idk who made this holiday up but I'm so happy that they did! All potheads have a voice and they can only use it on April 20th every damn year.. So shout out to pipes, blunts, smoke, red eyes, munchies, laughs, weed plants, bongs, and other sorts!!! So don't blow my high.. Boy bye

I'm Backk:)

Everyone please forgive me for my absence!! I've been going through a lot but I promise I will start blogging every two weeks like I'm supposed to.. I'm back

No Love

Can a girl truly be unwanted?? Can she have so many admirers at a time?? Well I hope its true, cuz being single it really starting to get on my nerves. I want a bf.. like now!!!!!! I think being single for 5 years has really started to get on my nerves. Now-a-days all I see are happy gay/lesbian couples(nothing against you guys) kissing the hallways of my school or in Walmart, and I'm just over here like "Bruh really!!!!!!!!" I'm seriously tired of having to wait for guys to like me first, its ridiculous.... Maybe I should start going the other way, but I'm gonna ABORT MISSION IN A COUPLE OF HOURS!!!!!!! I think I'm becoming a little desperate, but all girls want a boy to cuddle with during winter.. I sure do

Why We Fall Asleep in Skhool

Falling asleep is part of every teens day while in school. Wanna hear some reasons why?? Some of us don't want to sit there and listen to dumb ass lectures about how Abraham Lincoln done passed da bill. Or how Christopher Columbus sailed the seven oceans. Maybe we don't want to see or hear the ignorant people there. And then learn how wars are fought for a country to keep their freedom or some shit like that. Some of us need to catch up on some beauty sleep. Literally!! And then the teachers try get mad because we're not paying attention. We would actually pay attention if we weren't learning about some damn mitochondria. Perhaps some of us need to dream of darker futures because the room is too damn bright. But its whatever

Interacial Dating

I think everyone should be in a black and white relationship. I know my opinion doesn't matter to you and that is really okay with me. Whether you are a white man and a black woman, or a white woman and a black man you should see pass the color of their skin. There is still racism today that still exist, and I really think that things like this should cease. As people say "Love Is Blind" and I really think that's true. If you have ever loved someone a different color that is perfectly normal. If you're reading this and you concur, comment below.

Virgins Are Innocence

Is it really true?? Virgins?? Innocent?? None of us know when we'll lose our virginity. But what the silly thing is that these little girls wanting to have babies. And they are babies themselves. I'm really confused about the whole thing. I want to know what goes on in their little heads. Adults are trying to teach them about sex in school, and things aren't like they used to be. There is nothing wrong being a virgin. Maybe you're not ready for a girl or boy to get in your pants. Or you could be like these little 11 years old wanting babies, just because their cute. Then you'll just be a hot mess.

Happy New Years

Hey I'm back. I haven't blogged in a while but its OK. This school year, things are seriously going to change. Like, the way I dress and look at people. This year I'm starting over. I'm not going to judge or put people down. I'm gonna make new friends and maybe get a boyfriend!!:)I really believe in changes. And my crush?? The story is a very hot mess!!

Where Is He??

Im so in love with the guy and I have no idea what to say or do. Maybe when I get famous he'll love me back the way I love him. He's different in so many damn ways. He's kinda perfect!!:) He has everything that I look for in a guy I need him in my life, but im the one who hasn't tried to connect with him. Its been 8 months. My best friend doesn't even know about this. I want him to hold me and be my hero. But for some reason people don't fall in love like they use to. I love this man.